Saturday, November 29, 2008

Just Kill Me Now

AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! I'm SO dead!! Ok so I should start from the beginning. My dad is very manipulative and not nice. He can just start talking about his feelings and make you feel all sad for him so that you'll say to much and he'll use it against you. I had one of my breakthrough writing moments and he was doing the whole "i'll be your best friend" thing and he got me to let my gaurd down! So he ended up reading my writing which wouldn't be a bad thing in itself but then he started talking about getting it published and I told him that I didn't like his ideas and if I ever got it published I would put all versions of my writing in the book. He turned his head to look away from me and then dismissed the subject with "I will discuss that with you when the time comes." I was furious!! Who in hell said that I wanted him to be apart of my career/hobby? When did he start making MY decisions? So then I calmed down a bit and he did it AGAIN! So for the second time I let my gaurd down and he found out about this site! I was so scared that I litterally started shaking and my teeth were chattering. Before he knew what I was doing I saved almost all of my posts as drafts and left up the ones appropriate for an overbearing dad. Now he wants me to send him the link and I hope he doesn't remember it because if he does then I'm dead but I have another account that I made just incase this happened. It made me mad though that the only reason I stayed over at his house was to make him happier and this is what I get for it. I don't get the logic in that. I did a really crappy job of explaining this but I just had to post it. It's 2:40 am right now I should go to bed. Goodnight.
~Aceline

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