AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! I'm SO dead!! Ok so I should start from the beginning. My dad is very manipulative and not nice. He can just start talking about his feelings and make you feel all sad for him so that you'll say to much and he'll use it against you. I had one of my breakthrough writing moments and he was doing the whole "i'll be your best friend" thing and he got me to let my gaurd down! So he ended up reading my writing which wouldn't be a bad thing in itself but then he started talking about getting it published and I told him that I didn't like his ideas and if I ever got it published I would put all versions of my writing in the book. He turned his head to look away from me and then dismissed the subject with "I will discuss that with you when the time comes." I was furious!! Who in hell said that I wanted him to be apart of my career/hobby? When did he start making MY decisions? So then I calmed down a bit and he did it AGAIN! So for the second time I let my gaurd down and he found out about this site! I was so scared that I litterally started shaking and my teeth were chattering. Before he knew what I was doing I saved almost all of my posts as drafts and left up the ones appropriate for an overbearing dad. Now he wants me to send him the link and I hope he doesn't remember it because if he does then I'm dead but I have another account that I made just incase this happened. It made me mad though that the only reason I stayed over at his house was to make him happier and this is what I get for it. I don't get the logic in that. I did a really crappy job of explaining this but I just had to post it. It's 2:40 am right now I should go to bed. Goodnight.
~Aceline
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
In Loving Memory Of Natalie Yokeley
Note:(I used a bunch of big words and I can't spell to save my life so just ignore the spelling)!!!!!
Last school year one of my freinds Natalie was diagnosed with a cancer tumor on her spine. The tumor was completely wrapped around her spine so they couldn't do the operation to remove it. They- the doctors- but her on steriods to help her and they also did cemo. She came to school when she was feeling well enough and usually left early. Torwards the end of the year she came to school in a wheelchair. The next school year (this year) she didn't come at all and last night she died. She had just turned 13 a few days ago. So this post goes to the memory of Natalie. R.I.P. This is her website please visit it. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/natalieyokeley
Last school year one of my freinds Natalie was diagnosed with a cancer tumor on her spine. The tumor was completely wrapped around her spine so they couldn't do the operation to remove it. They- the doctors- but her on steriods to help her and they also did cemo. She came to school when she was feeling well enough and usually left early. Torwards the end of the year she came to school in a wheelchair. The next school year (this year) she didn't come at all and last night she died. She had just turned 13 a few days ago. So this post goes to the memory of Natalie. R.I.P. This is her website please visit it. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/natalieyokeley
Blanket Of Tears
I like to write and sometimes something just pops into my head and it won't go away. Thats usually when I write poetry. I don't know if any of you will understand my poems but I want to share one of them with you anyway.
BLANKET OF TEARS
I cry when no one is looking.
I cry when your asleep
the tears are hidden deep.
but the thing that haunts me most are the tears that can't break free.
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So that was my poem comment if you like. These lines kept running through my head while I was sleeping and I stayed up til two in the morning trying to perfect it.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
There is a Freakin Black Hole In My Room and the Road
(I was being really sarcastic almost all the way through this post so just keep that in mind when your reading this).
How is it possible that all my stuff just dissapears?!?! I am starting to contemplate the idea that my room is a black hole and everything I put in there just gets sucked away to some other part of the universe where it can float around in space. My great-grandmother died and I want to go to her funeral but I can't because my only shirt that would be ok to wear has dissapeared off the face on the F-ing EARTH!!!!!!!!! I just don't understand why stuff like this happens to me. I mean on Monday I was on my way to school and there was a hole in the road so all the people that can't drive were like "OMG! There a hole in the road lets slow down because I don't know how to drive around it." That stupidity made me late for school. I tried to tell the teacher that there was a hole in the road but she was like "No one else was late because of a hole in the road." How is she going to know who lives near me or where I live? For all she knows I could live in a box and take a taxi to school! So the next day I wanted to get out of class because everybody was being petty and acting mentally retarded I went up to the front office and made my fave teacher in the school talk to me for a while so I could calm down because I was about to scream in the classroom I was in. While I'm in her office one of the teachers that are out to get me walked in. She said to me "You were late again." I was like "Ya, I was there was a hole in the road." And this was like the tenth time I had said that to teachers- my mood was turning into general P.O.edness. So this is how the conversation went.....
Mean teacher: You have after school detention.
Me: No I don't you said that if I was late again I would have lunch detention.
Mean teacher: No I didn't I said you would have after school detention.
Me: (Completely miffed and throwing any idea of a civil argument out into the black hole) YOU did NOT say that you said I would have LUNCH detention.
Mean teacher: (Equally as mad as I am now) FINE. You have lunch detention but next time your going to after school detention.
Ok so now I'm all mad and I end up staying in my favorite teachers office for the rest of the period. The next day my advisory teacher tells me I have lunch detention. I'm like wow really I didn't know that. So I'm a good student and I don't get in trouble so I've never been to lunch detention before. I didn't know what I was supposed to do I thought that you went to the cafeteria and got your lunch and then walked to the lunch detention room- wherever that is- and ate your lunch in silence while recieving death stares from the teachers. So I'm getting my food (and yes I know I say so alot) and I'm at the check out thingy. The check out person tells me I need to see the cafeteria manager I'm like WTF? I walk around look for the cafeteria manager and she tells me I have lunch detention and so I say to her....
Me: Don't I get to eat?
Cafeteria Manager: Yes but they have your food for you in the lunch detention room.
Me: What if they don't have the food that I want?
Cafteria Manager: (She gives me an STFU look) Let me take your food so I can throw it away and then you can go to Ms. Taylors room.
Ok so atleast now I know to go to Ms. Taylors room but I don't know where that is :( I walk up to my social studies teacher and ask her where to go. She tells me to just walk down the hall and go into the room that has a bunch of people eating in it. I then give her a look that say 'wow that was so helpful why couldn't I have thought of that?' I walk all the way to the other side of the school to Ms. Taylors room when I get in thier everyone turns and look at me I just stand there like a moron expecting someone to tell me to do something. They don't say anything so I tell the teacher that I'm assuming is Ms. Taylor that I have lunch detention. The teacher next to her tells me that I'm late so I have to come back on Friday and me having argued enough turns on my heel and walks out about ready to scream or break into tears for the fact that I am the GOOD kid and I get punished and the EVIL kids DONT!!!!!!!! How is that fair? When I am back in the cafeteria I have a full ten minutes to eat. I walk back through the lunch line and tell the lady that I have to go back on Friday she can't figure out how to tell the system that and the clock is ticking. After she has a break through and hits a magic button I get my food and have FIVE MINUTES to eat. I told me teacher I would not leave my seat until I had finished my food and ignored her answer. That was how my week has been so far incase anybody was wondering.
How is it possible that all my stuff just dissapears?!?! I am starting to contemplate the idea that my room is a black hole and everything I put in there just gets sucked away to some other part of the universe where it can float around in space. My great-grandmother died and I want to go to her funeral but I can't because my only shirt that would be ok to wear has dissapeared off the face on the F-ing EARTH!!!!!!!!! I just don't understand why stuff like this happens to me. I mean on Monday I was on my way to school and there was a hole in the road so all the people that can't drive were like "OMG! There a hole in the road lets slow down because I don't know how to drive around it." That stupidity made me late for school. I tried to tell the teacher that there was a hole in the road but she was like "No one else was late because of a hole in the road." How is she going to know who lives near me or where I live? For all she knows I could live in a box and take a taxi to school! So the next day I wanted to get out of class because everybody was being petty and acting mentally retarded I went up to the front office and made my fave teacher in the school talk to me for a while so I could calm down because I was about to scream in the classroom I was in. While I'm in her office one of the teachers that are out to get me walked in. She said to me "You were late again." I was like "Ya, I was there was a hole in the road." And this was like the tenth time I had said that to teachers- my mood was turning into general P.O.edness. So this is how the conversation went.....
Mean teacher: You have after school detention.
Me: No I don't you said that if I was late again I would have lunch detention.
Mean teacher: No I didn't I said you would have after school detention.
Me: (Completely miffed and throwing any idea of a civil argument out into the black hole) YOU did NOT say that you said I would have LUNCH detention.
Mean teacher: (Equally as mad as I am now) FINE. You have lunch detention but next time your going to after school detention.
Ok so now I'm all mad and I end up staying in my favorite teachers office for the rest of the period. The next day my advisory teacher tells me I have lunch detention. I'm like wow really I didn't know that. So I'm a good student and I don't get in trouble so I've never been to lunch detention before. I didn't know what I was supposed to do I thought that you went to the cafeteria and got your lunch and then walked to the lunch detention room- wherever that is- and ate your lunch in silence while recieving death stares from the teachers. So I'm getting my food (and yes I know I say so alot) and I'm at the check out thingy. The check out person tells me I need to see the cafeteria manager I'm like WTF? I walk around look for the cafeteria manager and she tells me I have lunch detention and so I say to her....
Me: Don't I get to eat?
Cafeteria Manager: Yes but they have your food for you in the lunch detention room.
Me: What if they don't have the food that I want?
Cafteria Manager: (She gives me an STFU look) Let me take your food so I can throw it away and then you can go to Ms. Taylors room.
Ok so atleast now I know to go to Ms. Taylors room but I don't know where that is :( I walk up to my social studies teacher and ask her where to go. She tells me to just walk down the hall and go into the room that has a bunch of people eating in it. I then give her a look that say 'wow that was so helpful why couldn't I have thought of that?' I walk all the way to the other side of the school to Ms. Taylors room when I get in thier everyone turns and look at me I just stand there like a moron expecting someone to tell me to do something. They don't say anything so I tell the teacher that I'm assuming is Ms. Taylor that I have lunch detention. The teacher next to her tells me that I'm late so I have to come back on Friday and me having argued enough turns on my heel and walks out about ready to scream or break into tears for the fact that I am the GOOD kid and I get punished and the EVIL kids DONT!!!!!!!! How is that fair? When I am back in the cafeteria I have a full ten minutes to eat. I walk back through the lunch line and tell the lady that I have to go back on Friday she can't figure out how to tell the system that and the clock is ticking. After she has a break through and hits a magic button I get my food and have FIVE MINUTES to eat. I told me teacher I would not leave my seat until I had finished my food and ignored her answer. That was how my week has been so far incase anybody was wondering.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
A Random Day in Language Arts
Rebecca: Raise your hand if you think Ms.Fruge is awesome!!!
Everyone: (raises hands)
AJ: Yeah I've never heard a teacher cuss before.
Ms.Fruge: (Grimacing) That was not my best moment.
Me: (Amazed at insaneness) Wow....
Everyone: (raises hands)
AJ: Yeah I've never heard a teacher cuss before.
Ms.Fruge: (Grimacing) That was not my best moment.
Me: (Amazed at insaneness) Wow....
Awesome Cat Pictures (continued)
These are the others awesome pictures I'm going to do dogs ones next!!!
Awesome Cat Pictures
I was bored and I wanted to share these awesome pictures with the world so now you've seen them and I'm going to post more on a different post because the computer is stupid and will only let my post five at a time.
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